The Sylvester Bunch

Krazy Kiters!!

2011-04-16T12:58:00.000-07:00

Shanley, Justin and I were on a hunt at the kite festival to find the funniest people. We found a few winners and Shanley took all the shots!!!

Kite Festival

2011-04-16T12:21:00.001-07:00

St. George has this annual Kite Festival Event for a while, but we never managed to go. This year we thought we would brave it since Trist is getting older and hey we had a kite too. Because it was at a golf course with not so much parking, you had to park a few blocks away and get bused in. Tristan has never been on a school bus and when he saw what we were going on, he was so excited saying"ooooohhhh". When the bus started, he starting screaming "yeah".

There were a bunch of rides and we were surprised when Tristan wanted to go on the airplane and train ride. We were excited he went on and off so well by himself ....Disneyland here we come!!! We would tell him to wave, but he was so afraid to let go of where they told him to have his hands. My little baby boy is getting so big and so independent. You could tell this was our first kid....while other parents put their kids on the rides and walked off, Justin and I were "wave...hi honey...smile...how fun...."

Overall, we had a fun day with the kids. It is nice to take them out for a few hours. A lot more work with two kids that is for sure. At least we know what to expect for next year!!

First Time Offense

2011-04-16T12:07:00.000-07:00

On Friday night, the kids and I went to dinner at Durangos with my family. Because the restaurant is right by old navy, I decided to take the two kids shopping for a sec with the help of my brother Shanley. I found these cute little jelly sandals for Novalee and got in line to pay for me. Tristan kept asking me to buy all the "gotta have it" items that are always by the register to aggravate parents!! I kept telling him no after no and in the meantime i dropped novalees shoes, bent down and picked them up ....and....Tristan was gone!! I hear him pounding on the outside window of the store laughing. At first I thought he was with Shanley, and then come to realize he snuck past both of us (great babysitting skills huh ). I drop the sandals and run outside with Novalee on my hip to catch him. I grab his arm and he turns around HOLDING A OLD NAVY STUFFED ANIMAL MONKEY!!! Obviously I didn't pay for it, so I stormed back in to the store and made him put it back....oh little kids!!! Right after this he was running around by the fountain and came up to me and said " Mom...I frew up!!" He had beans all over him and he grabbed a wipe and went and wiped up the concrete. Needless to say, this was the end of the night for us!!!

Early easter

2011-04-11T18:49:00.001-07:00

Tristan got an early Easter present from shanley's girlfriend ....a painting set. He has gotten them out over 25 times in the past two days...loves it!! Here is a picture of him in his painting gear: sunglasses ,home depot apron,and water. The picture below is (according to Tristan) mommy,daddy,me,dodger,meowz.he makes me laugh so hard.

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Thanks and we love you!

2011-04-08T10:37:00.001-07:00

I just wanted to share our amazing photos from my BFF Amy Sue. We love them so much, I have them all the house.

Dodgers in Vegas Baby!

2011-04-08T10:23:00.001-07:00

The Dodgers preseason game was lucky for us in Vegas this past month. Ever since Novalee came into our lives, we always wanted to make sure Tristan still felt like he got mom and dad's attention just as much. So we decided to take him on a special time just with us to the game. When we got online to get tickets, all the bleacher seats were sold out, but for the same price you could sit on the grass. At first, we were bummed...but after the game, we wouldn't do it any other way with a crazy 2 yr old. We literally got to lay down on our blanket, play catch,in the shade and watch the game.

One of the funny things that happened was Tristan saw somebody with ice cream and wanted some. So I took him to go get in line while Justin watched our stuff. I guess it was the perfect time for everybody to pig out, becuase we were in line for 20 min for some overpriced, undersized ice cream cone. Tristan and I were ten feet away from our blanket when...that's right you guessed it, he went to lick his ice cream cone and the ice cream went plop!! He started bawling and everybody was saying ooohhh...so back to the line we went!! The ice cream vendor felt so bad Tristan dropped it, we got if or free. Aahh the things moms do for thier kids.

Well the dodgers lost...but Tristan didn't know otherwise. When we were putting him in the car to come home, he was talking about doing it all again. We had a blast and maybe next year, we can take both kids.

Hilarious Tristan

2011-04-08T10:18:00.001-07:00

I was looking through my phone today,just cracking up at some of the crazy funny pictures I have of trist. From boxing with cousins, to stealing uncle Shanley's glasses, Tristan for sure will be class clown. Whenever Justin and I start to laugh, he always asks..."you laugh at me dad and mom?" Tristan, you make mommy and daddy laugh so hard. Being two years old, has brought you much independence. You like to get yourself dressed, open doors, clear your dinner plate, and take off your own diaper. You are such a joy and crack us up!

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Fishing FUn

2011-04-08T09:52:00.001-07:00

So it has been so rainy the last couple of weekends...so finally on Sunday there was sun!! Justin and I decided to take our kiddos fishing. We went and got some lunch first to eat with the ducks. Tristan ended up feeding all the ducks his whole container of french fries and kept telling me that they liked them when I told him to stop. When the ducks saw tristans food they were booking it to him. He starting freaking out saying "ducks gonna eat me" and ran across the grass, over to the truck into Justin's arms! poor guy! We were on the first people at this little fishing pond and withing 15 min, there were ten poles in the water. Tristan had his little kid fishing pole that caught 6 fish!!! He got so bored with catching fish, Justin would tell him to come and reel it in, and he would rather play with the ducks. He just loves outdoors that we had a know down drag out when it was time to leave. Oh the memories!
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Bringing Baby Home

2011-04-08T09:48:00.001-07:00

When we brought Novalee home, it was unchartered waters that we were afraid to get into to. We didn't know how Tristan would be with her...would he feel left out or jump right in to the role of big brother? To our happy surprise, Tristan was amazing! He runs and gets bottles when "baby cry mom", helps us give her baths, and when we rock Baby girl to sleep, he is in the chair too saying "it ok baby!" Of course a lot more to do with two kids in a short 24 hr span. I have no idea how our parents did it with four or five kiddos. Tristan loves to hold her, and anybody who knows Tristan knows he is obsessed with feet and baby is no exception. The other day, Novalee sneezed and Tristan said "bess u baby" We are so happy and blessed to have our two angels.

Novalee Beth Sylvester

2011-04-08T09:21:00.000-07:00

Our beautiful baby girl was born on January 28th 2001 at 11:14 a.m. Once again we were blessed to have an easy labor(all 3 hrs of it) and everything went well. Epidurals are great!!! I have an amazing doctor who has such a great sense of humor...(let me explain)

I was joking with my nurses and doctor saying how I wish my baby girl came out with a bow on her head since I was so excited to have a girl! ...And so....she was! My doctor actually had the nurse get him one of the bows I brought and put it on before she was all the way out!! It will be a story to remember for a long time.

Because it was RSV season, Tristan was not allowed in our hospital room and only could see his new little sis behind the nursery window. It bummed us out pretty bad,but when Grandma Kathy brought him, he was so excited to see us and the new addition. Grandma Cindi bought him a new Thomas the train book that we wanted to share with baby through the window. When we had to go back to our room, Tristan was screaming so bad....he already had been away from us for long enough.

It is such a rollercoaster of emotions to go through a little rough pregnancy, but once it is all over...it is so worth it (everytime). I think the hardest part Justin and I had was being in the hospital, trying to get Novalee to eat and constantly worrying about if Tristan was doing ok. We were more than anxious to wait out our 24 hr hospital stay to say the least.

A little Bump in the Baby Bump

2010-08-12T16:08:00.000-07:00

A couple of weeks ago, I started having bad pain on my right side that was keeping me tucked up in a ball on the couch. I talked to mom and sis and right away said, "Gallbladder!!" (They both had to have theirs taken out after their first children, so they knew the signs). After forcing myself into the surgeons office, he decided along with my obgyn it was safest for the baby to take out it out. Even though surgery is never what anybody wants, I had so many gall stones in my gallbladder that the ultrasound tech had a hard time finding it since thats all she could see.

You would think that since the baby and gallbladder are in the same place, it would be impossible...but all my doctors insisted it was safe and the right thing. This was my first ever surgery and I'm not going to lie, I was so terrifed (about baby mostly). When I came out of surgery, I was in the most pain I have ever felt in my life (child birth times 20). I couldn't cry, cough or sneeze cuz it hurt too bad. Its been about a week after surgery and I can actually get off the bed by myself, shower, and finally give my son some hugs!!! If you saw me before this, you would understand. Thank you to everybody to sent their "get betters."

Updates and News

2010-08-12T15:58:00.000-07:00

So...We are pregnant!! (for the few that don't know). I am about 15 1/2 wks and it is a perfect little girl!!! Justin said that since it is a girl I get to pick the name, baby decor, and clothes! I am in in heaven, lots of pink. Like usual I have been pretty sick and gone on my "baby diet" that makes me loose weight while preggers. I feel better ever since I got on a new drug they give to Chemo patients to help with nauseau and it working wonders. I love the name Novalee Sylvester but Justin and I have enough time to figure out which one just "fits." Tristan really understands that I have a baby in my belly. He comes and wants me to lift up my shirt to show him the baby. I ask him all the time, "how do we take care of baby?" and he runs and grabs a stuffed animal, rocks it and trys to give it some of his sippy cup!! He is a born big brother.... Love you buddy!

LA Dodgers Baby!

2010-08-12T15:33:00.000-07:00

Anybody that knows my husband, know he loves the dodgers...and so it trickles down to Tristan and I. As you can see, he is pretty decked out. I think Justin had a little of a dream fufilled seein his little son on the field.

We got to go on photo day meaning we would go out onto the field and get pictures of the players when they came around...or should I say Justin got to take pictures. It was so freakin hot that Tristan and I actually layed down on the field until daddy was done.

Beach Time!!!

2010-08-12T15:15:00.000-07:00

Justin and I planned a trip to go to Los Angeles to of course see the Dodgers and just do family time. We went to the beach down the street from our hotel and Tristan was so excited. He kept saying "Mom....fish!" while we were getting him dressed in the car.

From the walk from our car to the water...his little mind changed. He was so terrified to go near the water. He would go on the dry sand, but the second it felt wet, he was outta there.

I absolutely love this picture. I was about to cry when I saw them walking hand in hand down to the water. At least Tristan loved the sand, as you can tell from his Baywatch pose laying in the sand. Whenever Justin and I would lay down on the sand, he would come and drops hand fulls of sand in our ears!!! He would laugh and run away like "ha ha gotcha!"

Those "Special " Moments

2010-04-04T09:33:00.000-07:00

I threw away my day old soda in the trash. Quiet little child means naughty little child. I walked in to find this littl guy guzzling my soda in the corner of the room. He started laughing and started to drink it so fast. Stupid Automatic Trash!!!

We were bored one Sat. and we all decided to make a fort. We brought in all our dinning room chairs and blankets and Justin set it up. He did everything under the fort...Drank his bottle, ate lunch, and had his nap. The end of the fort happened when Tristan tried to climb on the top of it...needless to say, it got put away!

We went to the park when it started to warm up (ha ha snow people) and Tristan would not let me get a picture of him. I tried to sneak up, have him pose with dad....nothing. So I was so fed up, I handed him the camera and said, go for it then....This is what I got!!! PRICELESS!!

Every Child had those "moments" where you swear he belongs in a "special" class when he gets in school. LOL. Our child has many many moments. For dinner he got mac and cheese and I turn away for one sec and...Mac and Cheese Shampoo!! No joke, I grabbed him ran upstairs to put in the bath, and there was a mac and cheese trail that dodger took care of.

Family Shoot Out

2010-04-04T09:11:00.000-07:00

After we were done shooting, My dad couldn't resist going off roading on this freaking huge hill. We were all so nervous he was going to roll, but he assured us "it's okay booshie!" Tristan was laughing so hard the whole time when we were going "aaahhh."

We did a family weekend a while ago and went out to Bloomington and had a "blast" shooting our guns. Everybody took their turns trying to shoot our glass bottles, and I was SO bad!! I could not focus my eyes to look through the scope and it seems like I am not the only one (...mom)

My dad had a really loud gun (308) and we all had to wear these fashionable sound barrier thingy's. (I can't not for the life of me, figure out what they are called ). Parenthood does this to you.

New Year's Resolution Baby!

2010-01-12T17:41:00.000-08:00

So for one of my new years rez, I wanted to keep up on our family blog. So since I didn' t realize how long its been since I have been on here, I have a few pics to update our life:

Growing Up!

2009-06-06T20:27:00.000-07:00

Since its been a while since we got pics on here, there are always of course the odd and ends ones that you just cant miss.

Tristan loves helping us drink our drinks. He even puts his mouth on the straw and waits for it to magically come up into his mouth. He learned a new trick with his walker...he cries when he is in it so we get him out and then he crawls over to it, stand up on the bottom, and plays with the toys....he is so crazy!

His beloved swing is not put away cause as you can see, he was getting way too big for it. Oh the joy of keeping baby stuff (I feel the pain already)

I wear my long necklaces alot lately and those days with Tristan are such a riot. I will be holding him and all of a sudden....Choking...yea me! He pulls on it so hard I get choked....so we learned just to let me slobber it all up on his own time.

This little dump truck used to be Shanley and Shelby's (my lil bros) and my mom gave it to Tristand. He absolutely loves it....it was another one of those "hmmmm I wonder if he can fit in there moments" Whenever we pull it out, we always take him for rides around the house in it. He just holds on to the sides and busts out the biggest grin!

OMG Pictures!!!

2009-06-06T19:58:00.000-07:00

So my best friend, Amy Sue, took this amazing pictures!! I almost started crying they were so cute. Amy is so good, she got these pictures in like 30 min with no tears and only smiles! He seriously posed himself on the bench with his arms and legs.

"What my parents put me through"

2009-06-06T19:46:00.000-07:00

With a new baby is new and fun picture ops that we just can't resist. Tristand and I went to visit Aunt Twissy in Colorado and he got a full salon experience. (He even got a scalp massage) The best part was when he accidentally kicked the nozzle up and the sprayer went all over us and Crystals whole salon :( sorry...but so cute!

Daddy got Tristan some cool shades like him so they can look like the terminator together. He doesn't keep them on any more, they just go straight to his moutht he instand we put them on.

At my moms house, she has this rocking bear, that when you sit on it and press his ear, he growls.... We HAD to put tristan on it. Doesn't it look like he is having fun!?! :) Oh poor guy.

I was doing laundry one sat. and looked at tristan.....looked at the basket......looked at Tristan again.....and smiled! How could I resist not getting this picture.

Tristans Favorite Things

2009-06-06T19:29:00.000-07:00

Having a new baby, a dog, cat, 2 jobs and a husband can completely take a toll on trying to find the time to get the blog updated...But today after 5 months from the last entry, we have some updates. Here are a few really cute pictures of just Tristan being Tristan growing up so fast and enjoying these fun new things: Tristan with his first ice cream cone (thanks to Grandpa Huey) at Zions after a long day of hiking and just relaxing. He got the whole thing and went to town not caring what he or his clothes looked like!
Favorite thing to do is anything he can suck on or put his mouth on. He constantly loves to walk around our living room table and stops every little bit to take a sucking rest. He now walks himself up and down the couches and all around the table with no help! He also has two little front teeth now that freaking hurt. He bit Justins nose a couple of weeks ago and Justin had indentations for the rest of the day.
Like Most babies, ours loves the noise a bag makes. He kept taking the bag from Grandpa and Grandma so he can suck and crinkle it up to make as much noise as possible. Sometimes we just give him a little chip bag to keep him happy.

And last not totally not least, Tristan loves loves loves his tounge. Here he is trying to get his little jacket zipper. I will go in for a kiss and he slimes me with that thing! Even from the first week we brought him home, his tounge was his best buddy and it has not changed.

Funny pics!

2009-01-11T09:48:00.000-08:00

So what is the fun of having a baby if you cant take crazy fun pics. My brother Shanley and I were at my work making Tristan work the camera! This was at the end of the work day with mommy. Can somebody say tired. I would be too if i worked everyday with mom for 8 hours.

Can you tell he is teething...he cant get enough of his hand. Its like they taste like candy suckers to him. Those big blue eyes are so cute!

Justin was playing his guitar and Tristan just loved it...he got all quite and would not look away for one sec. He will be a musician yet....gotta start young!

K, with his collared polo and glasses, he totally looks like a cute nerd or harry potter. The things us moms do for our pictures.

Sylvester Family Pics

2009-01-11T09:26:00.001-08:00

A few days after Christmas, we all got together to take pics. We didn't realize that it was going to be like freakin 30 degrees of pure frezzing cold wind. We had three babies and four kids that we had to place in blankets before the pics, throw them off for the snap, and then back on to warm up again. As cold as it was, we all were laughing so hard because we couldn't believe how funny it turned out to be. And of course I would rather look cute than be warm, so i was the only idiot who wore a short sleeve shirt in the mess of all this chaos.

We took our couch out into the middle of an old farming barn to give it that cool rustic effect. and after seeing the pics, justin and i both decided we need a new couch.... :)

Our family was so small that it looked so funny having the long couch in the pic...we should of just layed down.

Christmas Time

2009-01-11T09:17:00.000-08:00

I have never been so excited for Christmas before and now with Tristan it is so much fun. We spent Christmas Eve over at Justin's moms house and Tristan got so many fun things.
He got a lay down mat that he can play with eithier on his belly or stomach. He is such a mellow kid that he just loves chilling and relaxing on it. He also got some fun baby gap clothes, teething toys (cause guess what!?! He has been teething for about a month!!)

On Christmas Day, Justin and I decided to do our family time first and it was awesome. We actually had to wake up Tristan at 8:30 cause he was still snoozing from the party from the night before (party animal). We took him downstair, put a blanket down and surrounded him with all his gifts from Santa. He would tear off one piece of wrapping papper and I swear he thought that was his present cause he just held on to it.

I don't even think Justin and I cared about what we got, it was just so much fun to watch him. We are true parents afterall! He is what it is all about and I never got that before when people would tell me, it all changes for the amazing better when you are blessed with a baby.

2009-01-11T09:10:00.000-08:00

So I thought that before i had a baby I didn't have time to do a blog and keep up with it and oh how it changes. So Update: Since Halloween, we had our thanksgiving and it was so fun. We spent it at my parents house and i even had to get him a first thanksgiving outfit. I had many pics of the event until my little mischevious dog decided to take my memory card off the computer desk and seriously EAT IT!! But then he brought me a flower, so i guess its okay buddy!

I never got excited about the holidays until you have a baby and then it is so fun to enjoy his firsts. Grandpa did give our little guy a taste of the holiday meal! Mashed potatoes are his favorite :)

Pumpkin Time With Our Lil Pumpkin!

2008-10-28T18:16:00.000-07:00

Okay...I know what you are thinking...how cruel are we as parents. But We both could not resist putting our little guy in a pumpkin for Halloween! We first had to go shopping for the biggest pumpkin we could find (30 pounder) and then the carving began. Once Justin carved the "cute" Halloween face (nothing too scary...he's a baby for crying out loud) :) it was time for Tristan to jump right in. We dressed him in two outfits (a kid has to have clothes options just like his mom). One said Happy Halloween and the other was what Grandma Cindi got for him to wear on Halloween. It was a little romper that said BOO and of course the pumpkin beanie.

He wasn't a huge fan, but we did manage to get some really cute shots. And of course, I had to let him play in the goo of the pumpkin. Heck, you are only a baby once...Live It Up! He was such an unhappy sticky mess after, me and him ran and jumped in the shower. It is so much fun to experience all the moments with Tristan. It brings new meaning to everyday!

Tristan:Boy or Girl!?!

2008-10-28T18:11:00.000-07:00

We went to Josh and A's (my brother and sister in laws) house last week so all the boys could watch some fight on t.v. Our baby boy fell asleep, so Adrienne and I decided to put him in her new unborn child's pink baby bouncy chair! I wouldn't ever thought any thing of it until people starting showing up and asking how old our little girl was !! I don't blame them one bit cause we even had him completely covered up with nothing else but a pink girly blanket!! Sorry honey....we know what you really are.He does look pretty content though....pink or blue!! It doesn't matter to him.

You always have to have some embarrassing moments with the new baby boy.

Can't get enough baby pics!

2008-10-24T14:30:00.000-07:00

So I thought that I didn't have time to do a blog before I had a baby....ha ha :) I barely have time to breath let alone put pictures on our site.....oh but so worth it! Here are some very cute pictures of Tristan with mine and Justin's Wedding rings on his little toes. I know it sounds crazy but I already feel like he is getting so big everyday! "My little newborn is all growed up!"My sister gave Tristan a cute little plush frog that is so cute and I just set it in front of him and before I knew it, he had such a strong grasp on the thing. Oh and he is on this new kick of sucking on anything that comes near his mouth (watch our frogger). I will lay him on my chest and before I know it, I have a puddle of baby slobber. :)

Justin and I can't get over how Tristan just completely stares. He can fixate his eyes on something and won't take it off for some time. When my mom was watching him a few days ago, she walked past a wall full of pictures of Jesus and other church related frames. She said no matter which way she turned him, he would not stop starring! That is just so cute and his little trademark now.

I know I am a bias parent....but dang!! He is so cute and full of so much happiness. Usually in the mornings when we are getting ready for work, he will just sit up on a pillow on our bed and Justin and I can hear little "coos" and laughs from the bathroom. His smile lights up an entire room and in return is so contagious.

2008-09-11T15:19:00.000-07:00

So our first bath with our baby boy! It was so fun for Justin and Me at least (Tristan was freakin out!)

He cried the whole time until we were done and put him in his cute little adorable ducky towel! My absolute favorite part is after we wash his hair, it is so soft and "fluffy" that you simply can't resist running your hands over it.

Oh we also have cucumber melon for his lotion and baby wash and Justin didn't want me to use it because his litte boy would smell like a girl!!! But baby boy or baby girl, they gott smell good....so let's just say I won this battle.

I will try and put up a few new pics every couple of days so you can all enjoy these experiences with us!

Tristan Taylor Sylvester

2008-09-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

This is our beautiful baby boy. Tristan Taylor Sylvester!! He was born on August 28, 2008 at 3:22 p.m. He weighed 6 lbs. 13 oz. and was 19 1/2 long! I was very blessed and had a very easy and short labor (4 hours baby!) Here is our new little family. And just for you who can't tell....he is a total Justin mini me!

Even though you do get tired and have those fun sleepless nights....Justin and I could not be happier and everyday we are just smiling knowing our family has finally started! We actually have to take turns holding Tristan because we just love and enjoy his cute little personality so much! Oh and that is right people....I kept my earrings on through all of labor so I could be picture worthy afterward! I was even laughing at myself and my little ways I wanted things to go!

Our Baby Pics

2008-07-21T18:40:00.000-07:00

This past Saturday I "made" Justin take some maternity pics. I have always wanted some done since I ever thought of being preggers. These are just a few of my favorites. As most of you know, my belly is small and in camoflauge...so a lot of pushing out and arching my back was in store for me to look 8 months pregnant! It was so fun to actually have a whole morning where we just thought of Tristan coming. It actually made me more eager than ever.

My best friend, Amy Moon, took the pics and you should check out her blog at gigglesandgrinsphoto.blogspot.com cause as you can see she does an amazing job!

Our Little Miracle Baby

2008-07-18T14:19:00.000-07:00

Well for the very few that don't know....we are 35 weeks pregnant and almost have our little miracle. This is our beautiful baby boy who we are so excited about. We wanted a boy first and our prayers were answered. You can see his face (like a profile look) and his little balled up hand. We decided to name him Tristan Taylor Sylvester. Justin completely came up with the name and it hit us both that it is just perfect. Don't worry his head is not that big, just zoomed in! :)

Here is the absolute ultrasound confirming our little baby is indeed a boy! We even have an arrow and the word "male" to help us out just in case we don't recognize what is between his tiny little legs. Justin couldn't be more excited to be a first time daddy and it makes me cry to think of how amazing he will be. I am so excited!! All I talk, sleep, and dream about is this little guy coming here to us. No Matter what we have been through he is so worth it already.

First Annual Clark Campout

2008-07-18T10:02:00.000-07:00

In May of this year, I decided that we needed to start the tradition of having a campout every year with all the kids. So Crystal and Shanley came from Colorado and the rest of the family met up for a full weekend of fun. We went to Sand Cove Utah and while the rest of the family "roughed" it in the trailer, Justin and I slept in our little tent with Dodger (our dog).

One day when we were a little bored, Justin came up with a boat race idea. The rules were you had to make a boat (carve it) out of wood and add your own little touches to it. Then once everybody was done, race it down a small river that was right by our camp. All of our competitive nature set in and the boys and me were at it!

After we all got our cheezy pics, the races were off! Dad's and Shanley's boat got stuck right away, but our other three were heading strong to the finish line. Justin of course won and I got to hear the ever so popular Sylvester "winner...winner" song!